cold hearts

So in History Class we were watching a movie with real film from the 1960's about hippies and war and how hippies were against it and then there was something about people in the war

kill chinese people so they went up to this guy and shot him in the head and he fell to the ground

and blood was oozing out like a waterfall and after that happened I relized that half the people in my class were like ew or they were laughing. then they rewinded it again and laughed. I was like ' how can you guys laugh this isn't funny its sad, why do you think its funny ' and some boy said ' i can laugh because its not me '

where are we going to get in this world if we care about nothing besides our self, I mean honestly look at where we are now I'm NOT okay with toooooooons of people dying because of other people just because there selfish and they want something they want or they wont give it to them. and its not gonna get any better if we stay the way we are. the world needs love.

This world is in a saaaaaaad state if we think its funny to laugh at an innocent person being shot.

I think its terrible and frankly not a world I wanna live in. I wanna be in a world that doesn't wanna fight at all but to find humor in death is horrible.

Guys, love eachother

whats going on in my life

I feel like I haven't told you guys anything lately.

For starters, I did all 5 of my plays that I was super nervous about and now its over
I had a ton of fun after I got over the nervous part. I'm really glad I did it.
schools almost over, its really depressing. for me at least.

I went to my first vipers game! on kams birthday :] I love being around them
its usually tessa jorden josh kam and me. They're fun people.
who guys should meet them

Night of worship tonight spoke to me so much. I poured out my problems and I feel refreshed.


thats it.

jibberjabber

A pretty amazing weekend.

Friday : went home with Tess Got picked up by Josh and Kam. Went to the Monaco, saw fast and furious. went to sonic and hung out there til 11. couldnt get to tessas house cause of the wreck onher road. walked to her house with her dad from some parking lot. went to be around 1:30

Saturday : woke up at 8:30 went home. went shopping with my mother found and easter dress. went home cleaned room a little. went to tessas gotpickedupbyjoshand Kam. Went to a Bonfire at they're friends house. hung out til 11. droped us off at tessas. got picked up by my mom. ambur came over. went to bed at2:30ish.

Sunday : woke up at 7:30. got ready for church. went to second service, which was amazing. went to the grocery store. came home made breakfast for luch/diner. went to haleys at 2. left to get tessa, drove an hour or to til tennessee. stoped and her dad bought us lottery tickets.
I won four dollars, which is awesome because I've never won anything. although
we forgot to get it cashed in or whatever. drove an hour. got there. line wasn't too long. we saw an american apparel store. was closed :[. went back to line. it was huge. asked guy if i could take in my camera. he said yes. waited in line for an hour and thirty min. got in. told me i couldnt have camera and had to take it home. waited 25 min for haleys dad to come run and get it. went in saw mercy mercedes. and christofer drew. went and made friends. me and tessa got some posters from our new friends. went and waited
with miranda and drew and holly and haley and tessa to see christofer drew. after awhile went and bought a nevershoutnever and mercy mercedes shirt. went and saw forever the sickest kids then we the kings. went outside and met michael and nate from mercy mercedes :] two cute guys. got them to sign my arm with sharpie. went home. went everywhere to see if it was open at 12:00. we finally got wendys. drove home. layed on haleys itouch. didnt sleep any on the way back while everybody else
was out, besides her dad. got home arounhd 1:30 went to be around 2:30. woke up at 6:30.

you can kinda see where michael signed my arm

the others are on my hands. the shirt is a mercy mercedes

shirt that says : get in the pit and try to hug somebody,

which I thought was cool :p but its also part of a kid rock

song.

Greatweekend! :]

April 23

My play for school, ahh. I'm nervous. I know none of my lines. its so soon.
We have so much to do before it comes around. To be honest, I don't really wanna do it anymore. we've been planning on doing it since august and its april. I've kinda died out of being excited for it. I'm more waiting for it to pass and leave. I just don't wanna do it at all really.
We were supposed to do it december 12. See how well that turned out. We have notttthing done for it. at all.

maybe my attitude will change.
I'm sure it'll be fun

In times of uncertainty

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nig4Rbeoqwk


He loves you
& hes there to back you up






If my God is for me
Who can be against me?

because the ocean is filled with all kinds of colors

and I see all kinds of things when I look at you.




www.freerice.com


feed poor people.
by answering questions abour vocab
its super easy and fun! :]

This is hardcore

"Whoever would love life and see good days must keep his tongue from evil and his lips from deceitful speech." 1 Peter 3:10 NIV

How is it so easy for us to betray and forget about somebody who did this for us?

Still he forgives us and loves us with a love so intense.
I feel this everyday. its what keeps me going. honestly I dont know how I managed with out it now that I look back. I'd give anything for everybody to be able to feel it. And they can

His love is a unconditional love.

you've tried to feel it but nothing happened?

did you really try or did you just expect a huge drastic intensity while you just waiting there.

no, you have to want it.

do you want it?