cold hearts

So in History Class we were watching a movie with real film from the 1960's about hippies and war and how hippies were against it and then there was something about people in the war

kill chinese people so they went up to this guy and shot him in the head and he fell to the ground

and blood was oozing out like a waterfall and after that happened I relized that half the people in my class were like ew or they were laughing. then they rewinded it again and laughed. I was like ' how can you guys laugh this isn't funny its sad, why do you think its funny ' and some boy said ' i can laugh because its not me '

where are we going to get in this world if we care about nothing besides our self, I mean honestly look at where we are now I'm NOT okay with toooooooons of people dying because of other people just because there selfish and they want something they want or they wont give it to them. and its not gonna get any better if we stay the way we are. the world needs love.

This world is in a saaaaaaad state if we think its funny to laugh at an innocent person being shot.

I think its terrible and frankly not a world I wanna live in. I wanna be in a world that doesn't wanna fight at all but to find humor in death is horrible.

Guys, love eachother

whats going on in my life

I feel like I haven't told you guys anything lately.

For starters, I did all 5 of my plays that I was super nervous about and now its over
I had a ton of fun after I got over the nervous part. I'm really glad I did it.
schools almost over, its really depressing. for me at least.

I went to my first vipers game! on kams birthday :] I love being around them
its usually tessa jorden josh kam and me. They're fun people.
who guys should meet them

Night of worship tonight spoke to me so much. I poured out my problems and I feel refreshed.


thats it.

jibberjabber

A pretty amazing weekend.

Friday : went home with Tess Got picked up by Josh and Kam. Went to the Monaco, saw fast and furious. went to sonic and hung out there til 11. couldnt get to tessas house cause of the wreck onher road. walked to her house with her dad from some parking lot. went to be around 1:30

Saturday : woke up at 8:30 went home. went shopping with my mother found and easter dress. went home cleaned room a little. went to tessas gotpickedupbyjoshand Kam. Went to a Bonfire at they're friends house. hung out til 11. droped us off at tessas. got picked up by my mom. ambur came over. went to bed at2:30ish.

Sunday : woke up at 7:30. got ready for church. went to second service, which was amazing. went to the grocery store. came home made breakfast for luch/diner. went to haleys at 2. left to get tessa, drove an hour or to til tennessee. stoped and her dad bought us lottery tickets.
I won four dollars, which is awesome because I've never won anything. although
we forgot to get it cashed in or whatever. drove an hour. got there. line wasn't too long. we saw an american apparel store. was closed :[. went back to line. it was huge. asked guy if i could take in my camera. he said yes. waited in line for an hour and thirty min. got in. told me i couldnt have camera and had to take it home. waited 25 min for haleys dad to come run and get it. went in saw mercy mercedes. and christofer drew. went and made friends. me and tessa got some posters from our new friends. went and waited
with miranda and drew and holly and haley and tessa to see christofer drew. after awhile went and bought a nevershoutnever and mercy mercedes shirt. went and saw forever the sickest kids then we the kings. went outside and met michael and nate from mercy mercedes :] two cute guys. got them to sign my arm with sharpie. went home. went everywhere to see if it was open at 12:00. we finally got wendys. drove home. layed on haleys itouch. didnt sleep any on the way back while everybody else
was out, besides her dad. got home arounhd 1:30 went to be around 2:30. woke up at 6:30.

you can kinda see where michael signed my arm

the others are on my hands. the shirt is a mercy mercedes

shirt that says : get in the pit and try to hug somebody,

which I thought was cool :p but its also part of a kid rock

song.

Greatweekend! :]

April 23

My play for school, ahh. I'm nervous. I know none of my lines. its so soon.
We have so much to do before it comes around. To be honest, I don't really wanna do it anymore. we've been planning on doing it since august and its april. I've kinda died out of being excited for it. I'm more waiting for it to pass and leave. I just don't wanna do it at all really.
We were supposed to do it december 12. See how well that turned out. We have notttthing done for it. at all.

maybe my attitude will change.
I'm sure it'll be fun

In times of uncertainty

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nig4Rbeoqwk


He loves you
& hes there to back you up






If my God is for me
Who can be against me?

because the ocean is filled with all kinds of colors

and I see all kinds of things when I look at you.




www.freerice.com


feed poor people.
by answering questions abour vocab
its super easy and fun! :]

This is hardcore

"Whoever would love life and see good days must keep his tongue from evil and his lips from deceitful speech." 1 Peter 3:10 NIV

How is it so easy for us to betray and forget about somebody who did this for us?

Still he forgives us and loves us with a love so intense.
I feel this everyday. its what keeps me going. honestly I dont know how I managed with out it now that I look back. I'd give anything for everybody to be able to feel it. And they can

His love is a unconditional love.

you've tried to feel it but nothing happened?

did you really try or did you just expect a huge drastic intensity while you just waiting there.

no, you have to want it.

do you want it?

A Mad Black Woman

Madeeea! I just got done watching some of these movies & I'm tellin' ya, If you haven't seen any of the tyler perry movies, GO RENT THEM ALL! They're great. The Latest one, Madea goes to jail, stomps all the others in the ground cause its awesome. Although they're all super funny. I'm about to go watch Forces on nature with Sandra Bullock!

whooo, I love her. shes gorgeous! I've been jealous of her since I was like 6 haha. My family ALWAYS rents movies, and we just got this deal that you can get as many movies as you want per month and its only 45 dollars but you can only have three out at one time so were there evvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvery day now. its crazy.

anyways, off to go watch my girl get Ben Affleck in forces of nature!

:D

I miss the beach

I can't wait til summer time is here so I can

go back! I want to be tan again. Even though half

the time I just end up looking like a big ol'

lobster. I just pretty much miss the atmosphere

of the place. Hopefully this year I'll actually get in the

ocean. I hate not being able to see whats around me.

Plus sharks are freakish!

but on the brightside I'm hanging out with my bestfriend

Who I havent hung out with in forever.

I loooove Ambur :D

catchy commercials

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-WMUyKx1pWc
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E5oN4Z0Qe9E
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HETAnq5s58g

fosho!

So the weather outside to day is really pretty. I think I might go take some pictures. Hopefully I'm hanging out with olivia around 4. That should be fun.
Thanks to Aurora, I mean Chase, I've had Michael Jackson stuck in my head all spring break. All his songs are so catchy. I can't wait til I can get a job! I need the money for my camera. I'm on the mood for some hot chocolate. My coffee this morning was not to great. Probably because I made it by myself. haha. I'm excited about the end of next month I'm seeing A ton of bands in rockettown! I want to see owl city so bad! I wish they were there forreal. whatevvvva i'll see them one day.

thats kinda weird

I just noticed that the time that it says I posted these things is completely off!
haha. just sayin'

swans

haha I looked up my name in Urban dictionary ^

it just kinda made me smile. How exciting is it that

today is the last day of winter? That makes me so happy

Only warm weather from here on! Were so close to summer

I'm can't wait for it to be here. I went and saw Race

to witch mountain today. It was a really cute movie but a tad

bit lame. :p I'm excited about going to Monte Santa mountain with

Camille tomorrow to do a photo shoot It'll be fun. So Chase showed

me how to make an origami swan. it was pretty cool :] 8 more minutes

until March 20th.

whooo.

Hannah Monjonas brothers

I miss these times. When we used to all be together ALL the time. I remeber spending the last five days With Jessy before left at tessas then the day he left Me Tessa and Chase all watched the hannah montana 3D movie. which was extremely lame but we were pretty excited about it. Which speaking of it I know its pretty crazy of me, but I really can't wait for the hannah montana movie to come out. It actually looks somewhat interesting. Even though its kind of apparent which 'world' she's choosing since shes canceling the show. & whats up with the Jonas Brothers coming to Birmingham? Nobody ever comes to Alabama. I'm kinda considering going just to say I saw them. They're starting to get on my nerves. they're everywhere! And now their coming out with a new show?
laaaaaame

rant.

I love the color the trees turn in spring. Its so pretty this time of year, I'm so happy winter is over! Spring is so much better. I wish it could stay this kind of weather for ever! Its pretty much the prettiest weather to take pictures in, in my opinion. especially with all the butter cups. ahh, they're so cute. That was also my favorite powerpuff girl. Whatever happened to that show. I miss all those old lame shows I used to watch all the time like kenan and kel [spelling?] and invader zim. oh and angry beavers and catdog. All that good stuff. Hm, I wonder what all I'm doing to day. I completely forgot about it being st. patricks day! I have to find people to pinch. Honestly, I could lie and tell you I knew all about st.p's day or I could be honest and tell you I have noooooo clue what the holidays about. want to enlighten me? :]

hmm.

Whats up with the weather? I want my spring break to be pretty and sunny!
Not rainy and wet. I want to go outside and take pictures all day.
Not stay inside and sleep all day long. It started to get pretty yesterday after it rained
So me and tessa went outside and took a few pictures for the last thirty minutes we had before
the sun left us. hopefully tomorrow will be better. I'm supposed to be doing a shoot with painkiller clothing. hmm, hopefully this isn't as good as it gets

I'm so glad its starting to get dark later on, I hated during winter when It got dark at like five
Summers gonna be such a blast. I honestly cannot wait

Time Flies

I'm so happy its spring break. ahh, a chance to catch up on all the sleep I've been missing. One more set of nine weeks til summer, the best time of the year. When all the cute shoes and summer dresses come out and trips to the beach. This year is going by so fast. I can't believe my 180 days of being a freshman has been skimmed down to a small 45 days left. In a way its depressing, my life is passing by so fast! Then again the sooner next year comes the sooner I can drive. The wonderful freedom of getting away whenever I want. December seems so far away, yet I know it'll be here in the blink of an eye. Then I'll actually be old enough to get a job and I wont have to be broke all the time.